A week and a half ago I was not feeling well at all.
Last Tuesday I called in sick
By Thursday I was in the Dr. telling him I just do not feel right emotionally
We talked for quite some time and he is sending me in for blood work and a low dose of an ant depressant.
For which I do not feel bad about what so ever because I just want to feel right again. I feel like a part of my brain was scooped out by a spoon and in that spoon is joy, love, peace, happiness. Not cool huh and if you know me THAT IS ME all those things. So my goal is to feel right again and if a little medication is needed that so be it. I have a great group of friends that pray for me and I know I will get through this.
I could have posted this in my private blog on wordpress where I go to vent but as I tell my boss I am an open book.
I am tying so hard to not whine about the weather but REALLY I need sunshine and all I am getting are clouds till around 5 or 6 the sun comes out for a bit then more clouds. Doc thinks that might be the cause. I JUST WANT TO FEEL RIGHT AGAIN!!
Added next day:
WOW SUN came out and I had a good day all felt right even though I had a bad headache all day.
This morning I will go in and get blood work done to check thyroid, Vit D levels and Choloestorol. Yeah ME!! It all good even though the clouds are back.